Two Kicks In, Four Kicks Out: A New York Blackout Rooftop Party Story

|Magus Fawn

A festival story. The characters are imagined; the clothes are real.

At 9:14 p.m. the city went out like a hand closing.

I watched it from my fire escape on the fifth floor. The towers across the river first, then the avenue, then our block, window by window, until the only light left was a bus idling at the corner with its headlights on. Every air conditioner on the street stopped at once. In the quiet I could hear a dog two buildings over, someone laughing on a stoop, the brick still breathing out the afternoon. Eighty degrees, at night.

Then, above my ceiling, the hum stopped.

For two years the hum had run above my ceiling, and I had never once heard it stop. Whoever lived in 6F had a machine that sighed every few seconds, day and night, steady as a sleeper's breathing. I knew its rhythm better than I knew his face. I had never seen his face.

My phone lit up. Power's out across the city. Tonight's off. So sorry, Z. We'll rebook you.

My first prime-time slot. One a.m., a real techno room, three hundred people. I already had the velvet tank on, silver mandalas on black, bought for tonight. My chest bag was packed: headphones, earplugs, two USB sticks labeled in silver pen, PRIME TIME and BACKUP.

Upstairs, something heavy scraped across the floor. Then a long, thin hiss.

✦

The stairwell smelled of hot dust and somebody's curry, and phone flashlights bobbed up and down it like miners' lamps.

Hamid, the super, was climbing toward me in a black mandala T-shirt with a ring of keys the size of a pie plate. "Nobody take the elevator," he was announcing, which was a joke, because we don't have one.

"Hamid. The roof."

He looked at what I was dragging: two battery speakers I haul to the park every Sunday, and my power station on its little cart, charged full, because I charge it the way other people check the stove.

"Rules," he said. "Tape line six feet from the edge. Candles in jars. Nobody on the water tower. Everybody down by sunrise."

By ten the tar roof was a living room. Octavia from 2B, nine years old and in charge of everything, ran a power strip off the station and lined up phones along a cardboard box: Ms. Adeyemi calling her daughter in Atlanta, the bike messenger from 3R calling no one, just watching his bars. Tenants carried up whatever their freezers were losing. Two pints of pistachio ice cream going soft. A whole watermelon. Popsicles wrapped in a dish towel. Candles flickered in mason jars along the tape.

I opened with house, warm chords and a piano and a kick at 122, so nobody had to dance hard in the heat. They danced hard anyway. Below us the city had switched itself off, and above us the sky was turning darker than I had ever seen it over this street.

At 11:20 Octavia tugged my chest bag strap.

"The man in 6F said no thank you," she reported. "He has a sign on his door. OXYGEN IN USE."

The hiss. The machine that stopped at 9:14.

I glanced at the station. Seventy-one percent.

I let a long track run and took the stairs two at a time.

✦

He opened the door on the chain. Forties, gray T-shirt, clear tubing at his nose, a green cylinder on a two-wheeled cart beside him. Behind him, a battery lantern on the kitchen table, an open window, and against the wall a beige machine the size of a nightstand, still.

"Teodor," he said, when I asked. "Rusu. I'm fine. My supplier brings tanks in the morning."

"How long does that one last?"

He looked at the cylinder. "Five hours. A little more."

Nine-fourteen plus five. A little after two. No radio on the block could say when the power would come back.

"I have a power station," I said. "It can run your machine for hours."

"It's for your music. I can hear it," he said gently. "Your party."

"It's a long track."

Hamid carried the station down. I carried the cords. By phone light we read the label on the back of the concentrator, about three hundred watts against the seven hundred watt-hours I had left: two hours, give or take, and then the tank. Hamid typed his number into Teodor's phone. "If it gets close, we call 911. Not late. Close."

Teodor plugged in. The machine coughed, caught, and found its sigh.

Back on the roof, the laptop read thirty-eight percent, and nothing would charge it again tonight. I looked at the cardboard box. Octavia was already unplugging the phones one by one and handing them back.

Nobody had asked her to. Nobody asked me why.

✦

I played lean. Screen brightness down to a sliver, every other window closed. I slid from house into techno as the night eased to eighty: a patient kick, a hi-hat ticking like a bike wheel.

At 1:05 the roof door scraped. Hamid came first, walking backward up the last steps with the green cylinder's cart in both hands. Then Teodor, one step at a time, the tubing looped over his ears.

"Nineteen years in this building," he said at the top, short of breath and grinning. "Never once up here. I switched off the machine. Your battery keeps for later."

I dropped the music to a single loop and stood on the cooler.

"Everybody. Every candle out. He's on oxygen."

Up and down the tape line people bent over the jars and blew. Fourteen small flames, then none. Someone said, "Phones too," and the flashlights went dark, and sixty-some people stood in the black heat on a roof in the middle of a city with no lights at all.

Then the stars came.

Not the three or four I knew. Dozens, then hundreds, stepping forward as my eyes opened, so many the sky looked crowded. Octavia gasped. Teodor tipped his head back against the bulkhead and pointed high overhead.

"Vega. Deneb. Altair," he said. "A triangle. My father showed me from a hayfield in Maramureș. Here I thought they had moved away."

I sat beside him with the laptop on my knees. Six percent.

"Ten o'clock," he said quietly. "Most nights. You start through the floor."

My hand stopped on the fader.

"After the hospital, the therapist gives me homework. Breathe slow. In through the nose, out through the lips, twice as long out. Twenty minutes every night. Counting is so boring." His teeth flashed in the dark. "So I count your drum. Two kicks in. Four kicks out. Two years."

Two years of mixes I had played to an empty room and deleted.

I dimmed the screen to black, which saved battery, which is what I told myself.

"There's one with bells," he said. "Near eleven, you play it."

I knew the one. Four percent.

The bells rose over the dark roof, slow and bright, and the kick came in under them, and beside me Teodor breathed. Two kicks in. Four kicks out. I breathed with him. Sixty people stood under a crowded sky above a city without lights, and the only thing moving was a man in a gray T-shirt, nodding.

At one percent the laptop went black in the middle of a bell.

The roof held still. On the street below, a tree cricket started up in the linden by the hydrant. Teodor kept breathing, two in, four out, steady as the machine below us, and the stars kept arriving.

✦

Hamid walked him down at two, back to the hum.

At 3:52 a.m. the city came back the way it had left, in blocks: the river, the avenue, then a thousand air conditioners shuddering on down our street like one long exhale. The stars went back to wherever they wait.

I went down for the station. Teodor had it unplugged and ready at his door, the machine humming on the wall behind him. As I bent for the cart, he nodded at my back.

"And that? The circle, on your shirt."

"Om," I said. "A syllable. People hum it on the out-breath."

He laughed, one easy breath. "Four kicks long."

Downstairs I unzipped the chest bag, uncapped the silver pen and crossed out PRIME TIME. Under it I wrote: 6F, 10 P.M.

That night I opened every window, and at ten o'clock I started, and above my ceiling a man breathed in on two.

The tank from the dark roof

Void Mandala crushed velvet tank top from the back, worn on a dusty festival field before a lit stage: silver-grey lotus mandalas and an Om medallion on a black rave tank top for hot summer nights

Zola's club-night look was the Void Mandala crushed velvet tank top ($60): silver-grey lotus and starburst mandalas on black, with an Om set in a round medallion low on the back, so the print shows wherever a little light lands on it. Her headphones and USB sticks rode in the Void Mandala chest bag ($50), worn crossbody with a zip front printed in the same mandala discs. Hamid ran the roof in the Void Mandala cotton T-shirt ($60), a stack of silver-grey mandala discs down the chest and again down the back.

  • Tank: crushed velvet · dye-sublimated all-over print · crew neck, sleeveless · S–5XL.
  • Chest bag: one size · adjustable crossbody strap · zippered front.
  • Cotton tee: 100% cotton · listed fabric weight 190 g/m² · dye-sublimated, so the print becomes part of the fiber · XS–5XL.

The same tone-on-tone mandalas dance under the redwoods in Same Channel and walk a misty Highland glen in Left or Right.

For your own hot night: crushed velvet tanks · chest bags · cotton tees

What do you wear to a techno party in a heat wave?

Wear dark, sleeveless and light: a tank top or mesh top, loose shorts or thin cargo pants, and broken-in shoes for hours on your feet. Carry phone, earplugs and a refillable water bottle in a small crossbody bag so your hands stay free, and skip anything heavy you'd have to hold all night.

  • The techno code, in summer: black and charcoal still rule, so a tone-on-tone print reads sleek under low light without breaking the dress code.
  • Rooftops and open air: tar and concrete hold the day's heat long after dark. Dress for the hottest hour, not the forecast low.
  • Keep it hands-free: a chest bag worn crossbody sits flat while you dance and keeps your phone where you can feel it.
  • Pace the heat: drink water steadily, find shade or a breeze between sets, and step out if you feel dizzy or stop sweating.

For city house and techno in the open air, Dirtybird BBQ grew from free parties in Golden Gate Park to waterfronts and the Brooklyn Mirage, Desert Hearts' City Hearts has brought house and techno to downtown Los Angeles since 2017, and Movement fills Detroit's Hart Plaza with techno every Memorial Day weekend.


Frequently asked questions

How do you stay safe in a power outage if you use home oxygen?

Keep backup oxygen cylinders on hand and know how long each lasts at your flow rate. Tell your oxygen supplier and your utility that you rely on powered medical equipment; many utilities keep a priority list. Keep oxygen at least 10 feet from candles, gas stoves and other open flames, and call 911 before your supply runs low.

Can you see more stars in New York City during a blackout?

Yes. City light pollution normally hides all but the brightest stars, so when the lights go out, far more appear, especially on a night when the moon is down. New Yorkers who lived through the city's big blackouts still describe the stars they saw. On ordinary August nights, the bright Summer Triangle of Vega, Deneb and Altair still shows through.

How long can a DJ set run on battery power?

Usually a few hours. A laptop running DJ software often lasts two to five hours on battery, less when it also powers a USB controller. Dim the screen and close other apps to stretch it. Battery speakers often outlast the laptop, and a portable power station can recharge everything for a much longer night.


Written by Magus & Lylyth Fawn, the Los Angeles artists behind Magus Fawn. Magus makes VR and digital visionary art and produces Psy EDM. Lylyth makes fractal digital art and runs design and customer care. We've been selling wearable art since 2020 on Etsy (4.7★ from 144 reviews as of October 2026) and here at magusfawn.com. Come say hi on Instagram @magusfawn.

0 comments

Leave a comment

Please note, comments need to be approved before they are published.